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[03 Sep 2004|01:52am]
i undeleted this journal....
cause i can.
and i like the layout.
and i just want to use it again.
cause i have livejournal ADD.

um so i think i will use this one from now on.....
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[10 May 2004|07:05pm]

too many fucking people use you...

and you cause way too much drama...

and too many crazy and annoying people are on here.

so i wont be using you as much.

peace the fuck out.
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yay. [08 May 2004|11:07pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

last night was so much fun :)
i went out with my lovers lauren and kara.
we went to dennys and stayed until like three in the morning lol.
some quotes that were totally fun....

"can i spoon you?"

"it has a hole! when you suck it blows!!!!"

oh man funny times. love those girls.

today was a good day.
good, good day. i went to see cute boy today.
yep. cute boy. cute, cute boy.


well i guess thats it. yay for my good mood.

my friends come home in like a week.

i am excited.


okay i'm out like woah!


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i want a cappachino blast..... [05 May 2004|02:42pm]

math equations in relationships.....and i miss my girlfriendsCollapse )

i think i'll go get that cappachino blast now......



Which Legendary Actress are you? like we all didnt see that one coming
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um random shit and a survey. cause i am bored. [03 May 2004|08:48pm]
[ mood | bored as fuck ]

random thoughtsCollapse )

ooh a survey stolen from seana! yes i am this fucking bored.Collapse )

okay and still effing bored. wtf.

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holy shit, its an update. [03 May 2004|11:54am]
[ mood | chipper ]

i am so boring.Collapse )

kisses for all


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ow ow ow ow [29 Apr 2004|12:55am]

omg why all the pain lately why?

furthermore why am i a klutz???

get this last week i fell down the stairs, i couldnt walk for two days.

this weekend i got cramps sooo bad i couldnt move, like i literally called my mom while she was in florida in tears because i didnt know what to do. so basically i took a lot of meds until i passed out. yeah my weekend was so effing fun, let me tell you. i'd like to thank my family for the horrible horrible genes that make being a female  SUCK A LOT MORE THAN IT ALREADY DOES.

and just now i pulled a muscle in my back when i was trying to crack it. i slipped and bent a weird way and it hurts a lot.


oh and fyi

lately i am so bored i could die.

so lets work on that okay? okay cool.


leave  me comments....and make fun of my stupidity if you must....

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wow.... [26 Apr 2004|07:38pm]
I scored a 90% on the "How Pinkerton are you REALLY?" Quizie! What about you?</b>

oh memories of "school pro", the takeouts, and our shitty shitty prom....

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*sigh* are they coming home yet? [24 Apr 2004|01:11am]
[ mood | sad ]



i miss this everyday....Collapse )


but i still miss this one the most....Collapse )



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[20 Apr 2004|11:42pm]
i hate my life

i am feeling so gross, and horrible. i hate everything about myself.

and my birthday sucked so much

and this entire week has been horrible

and my head hurts from crying so much

and i just want my friends to come home.
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[18 Apr 2004|02:19am]
just got home from seeing thursday....*sigh* love them.

its my birthday
i am 19. yay.
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because i am a trendwhore.... [15 Apr 2004|02:38am]
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

dooo it
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please tell me i am not crazy. [14 Apr 2004|12:59pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]


but i will update more on that later, along with my britney post, and my boston post....(i procrastinate you effing know me)

right now i have to bitch.

does anyone else besides me think its slightly effed up my mother STILL reads my away messages/profiles and yells at me for what i say in them??? like yells at me if i swear in them and threatens to shut down the internet during the day so i cant leave messages up when i go to work or whatever?

if i were a 16 year old girl, yes i would understand...but i am not, i'm 19. this is one of the many reasons i wanted to leave to go to school for next year. she says she'll act like i was at school, and not make any stupid henious rules....and all because i say "brand fuckin new" in an away message the internet is getting shut down.

i know she has asked me before not to swear in my aways, and i usually dont, i am usually pretty effing good about it....but omg hi i am 19, not 14 not 16 but 19. if i wouldnt be 9,000 dollars in debt after a year for living at school next year i sooooooooooooooo would live there.

i love how i can leave/come in the house whenever i want, but cant leave a stupid away message up.

wicked cool.

please tell me i am not the only one who feels this is ridiculous?

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this is me being cranky [11 Apr 2004|01:22am]
[ mood | cranky ]

i am sick
i think i have strep
that does not make me a happy camper.
i need bubble baths, orange juice and lots of rest STAT.
.......heavy medication could work as well........
OR those sore throat lollypops that are shaped like bears and are cherry flavored...oo that would make me better.

also guys suck right now.
just as an fyi for you all.
carissa and i were SUPPOSED to hang out with mike and bobby....
but yeah figures those plans were shot to hell.
then mike was an asshole to carissa which def puts him on my shit list

oh and other guys suck story
i might kick tiners prom dates ass.
nobody, and i mean NOBODY says shit about tiner
and further nobdy makes her feel like shit like he did.
also nobody says shit about kara and maria either.
oh i will be kicking ass.

and i was just cranky today cause i had to get up early.
that wasnt cool.

i think i am also just really mad cause i really need a haircut.

but good news
i went to heathers with carissa last night :) we made easter eggs and had burnt cookes and milk (the cookies were still awesome! promise) but yeah i cant wait until summer and heather and kim are back for good!!!!! we are going to have an amazing summer.

okay done being cranky and what not.

bed time!!!


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with the taste of you lips i'm on a ride...... [06 Apr 2004|10:33pm]
[ mood | jrj;asjssjfsd;lsdf ]

know what? i dont care what anyone says....make fun of me if you like but......


i saw britney in concert. my life is complete i can die happy.

i will update everyone more on the lovely ms. spears later....the update will also include pictures of my outfit....which involved pink slingbacks :)

went out with carissa monday night. it was a good night...yeaaaah. yup. good times. ::big smile::

but um i am tired. i just wanted everyone to know i saw britney. hehe.

make fun if you must.....


hey and know what? you people should make me mixtapes....my b-day is coming up....and i want cds.....but a good mixtape is better than a cd any old day!

pretty....Collapse )
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what the fuck is wrong with me? [03 Apr 2004|10:42pm]

all i do is sleep

i have no energy what so ever.

i am effing miserable.

oh and i hate my job.


the end.

if someone could kill me it would be nice, yes do that now please and thank you.

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oh brennan what would i do without your quirkyness? [02 Apr 2004|04:24pm]
fun stuff i tell yaCollapse )
she needs to hear she's beautiful

[02 Apr 2004|02:01am]

its times like these where silence means everything...Collapse )


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my lj brings all the boys to the yard....or not. [01 Apr 2004|12:06am]

okay so i didnt update yesterday cause i was in a right state most of the night. i was just so aggraviated, i couldnt even like stay in one spot let alone update you all on my life.

holy update like woah, WHAAT?Collapse )

woohoo. good stuff. okay night now!


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my ramblings [30 Mar 2004|12:21am]
[ mood | bored like woah ]

um my random thoughts....and then i will grace you with a survey because well i am that fucking bored.

*so i stayed in bed all day today. i read harry potter (dont make fun bitches, i like the damn books) and i decided i still dont know how i feel about the fifth book. good book lots of fun, but like so much bad shit keeps happening, harry gets oh so annoyed (and who could blame him?), and i dont like the fact one of my favorite characters dies....it puts me in a right bad mood and i really cant handle it. goddamn it i need that sixth book....RIGHT NOW. but yeah. so i am a loser who reads a lot of harry potter. i swear i am going to the bookstore soon to get new books lol.

*i really dont want to work tomorrow. seriously i really cant wait to go back to school. september isnt coming soon enough. i hate working, hate hate hate it. september things will be okay again, i get to go to school, i get to play soccer again...ah i cant fucking wait.

*i want to rape jamison from jamisonparker. and thats all i have to say about that.

* NEW  HARRY POTTER MOVIE JUNE 4th i am seeing it twice in the same day. i swear to you i will take off work just to see it twice in one day.

*my name spelled backwards is "ah satan" i knew i was evil for a reason.

*and i was serious about the sex toy party. april 19th ya'll. i want everyone there. its my birthday you have to go.

i was bored so its survey time. i took the time to do it, so you best take the time to read it, bitch.Collapse )

i am such a loser.

ps: after reading that...is it wrong that i still sleep with that goddamn teddy bear? dan made my life hell why am i still incredibly attached to something that constantly reminds me of him???? its been fucking two years what is wrong with me??????????
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